I am amazed over and over how God provides for us. I wonder why that is, since He proves faithfulness over and over. And yet every time, I think, "Wow, that was unexpected." Maybe if I came to expect it the awe-ness would be lost.

Hard to believe Cameron is five today. I can go back in my mind and remember wanting a baby so badly, getting pregnant, getting fat, his birth and bringing him home. So much has changed since then (baby weight, not so much...still working on that one). He is maturing, yet still a baby. He formulates his thoughts so clearly, yet still can't pronounce his r's. He is a huge help, but some days....I am just grateful that God is allowing me to enjoy this journey called parenthood. Some say it's all about balance, but I believe with faith and chocolate, anything can be accomplished.